shewithacurl

 loved and loving

I'm so happy. 

<3

it's a dilemma
of girls and boys for centuries
should I be with you?
should I forget about me?

first it feels right
then you stay up all night worrying
it's the awful truth of loving

could've been noble
but it started out fast
they say that kind of thing
will never last 
 
-rainer maria

Here if you want me, listening so close from far away
I memorized what you told me, like a foreigner on holiday
I know to smile at confusion, not forget the soul that smiles on me
Dancing on the highway, the broken line that led from you to me
Well, I’ll be at my station all night, so come on by if you feel like

Still here if you want me, look at what I can do with empty time
A lost love that likes to haunt me - it’s waiting around to meet me when I die
Death surrounds, protects the living - this is what you said and I agreed
Not to be unforgiving just because your soul’s done time and free
Because I’m here if you want me, my love, dancing on the highway

But your sun still burns my eye
Oh, why?
Oh, why? 

~Elliott Smith
 

I want to be an ocean. :)

I want to breathe the waves of the pacific and the be the cold rush of the arctic. I want to shake the stars and twirl the clouds on my fingertips... I want my being to be infinite...

How beautiful abd magical this can all be. It doesn't have to be ugly.. I know that.. but, sometimes, I can't escape it. The world can be so ugly.. but why live in the ugliness?

I am capable of of the beautiful.

Live in beauty.

( It was love at first sight )

♥♥♥♥♥